Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Sigh...

I'm losing my patience. I really am.

The last time I released my anger like this was about 15 years ago when I punched a hole in my bedroom door. This morning... a hole in my wardrobe. Probably cracked my knuckles in the process. Why? Well, it's either that or things will get really ugly with my temper like that. I'm normally well composed... but when I lose my temper there's no turning back and so far I never have turned back. That's me, I don't look back.

Why must my patience be tested? Why can I be appreciated the way I am? Why do I have to be pushed to my limits?

Well... as someone says... Change or die...

Looks like a new chapter may just be around the corner. I'm like nitroglycerin now. Highly volatile. Like in the scene from the movie Vertical Limit... just the slight mishandling and BOOM!!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

wei... what happened la?
things not good with her?
i'm here if u wanna talk.
write to my work email.
hugs.

lian